I'm anxious because I've applied for numerous artistic opportunities, some seem a bit prestigious which will be competitive to get. Other opportunities I found aren't as big a deal really, and shouldn't be such a hassle to be selected for, but I still am still anxious my work will be rejected.
If I get rejected for some of these project submissions, I'll somewhat take it as a rejection of myself, not gonna lie. But ultimately, I will get back up on my feet, and try to hunt for something new to get excited about. I like to get excited about things.
I feel a bit exhausted after spending the first half of today writing up an application for a Fellowship. It's fun to write about myself for a few hours, but also makes me more worried that I'll get shut down after all that effort of exposing my soul in an application.
But I have to have some faith in my stories.
I do really want to chip away on my comics, burning the proverbial midnight oil every night as they say, but I do feel too tired past 8:30pm. Alright guys, no excuses, better just put some lines down.
Another Cirno day*, another dream....
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